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no more night

  • Posted on April 30, 2010 at 1:13 pm

no more night

all alone
darkest night
tears falling
mind racing
heart pounding
deep pain
clear confusion

many voices
familiar
unfamiliar
calling me
rest now
sleep swallowed
eyes closed

slipping away
holding on
goodbye
letting go
crying out
rescue me
don’t

angel faces
everywhere
shining light
take my hand
hold me tight
breathe for me
don’t let go

waking up
being loved
feeling love
never alone
no more night
I AM alive
I AM LOVE

~D~

Photo:  Point Mugu, CA ~ April 2010
Copyright 2010 – Denise Gilreath ©

Day Journey to the Ocean

  • Posted on April 28, 2010 at 4:27 pm

For both my boyfriend and I, being at the ocean is where we feel most at home.  The spirit of the ocean constantly tugs at our hearts and has for years. We are very spiritual people.  Our deep spirituality is what brought us into each other’s lives and it is on that strong foundation that our relationship is being built. When he told me recently that he felt the need to spend the day at the ocean, I was very eager to join him.  We both knew that Spirit had something really special in store for us. So, with camera in hand, we jumped into the truck and we were on our way.  We reached the Pacific Coast Highway at Malibu. We turned right and our beach hopping, day journey began.

I must say that it was truly an amazing day.  Being at the ocean always stimulates and inspires us, but this day was extraordinary. We experienced many things that spoke to us very deeply. We were so aware of the life that surrounded us. The trees were lush and green. Colorful flowers were in bloom everywhere. Squirrels were sitting on the rocks along the roadside looking out toward the ocean, seemingly mesmerized by the rhythm of its waves.   Ladybugs were resting on colorful pebbles scattered across the sand.  Pelicans were en masse, soaring thru the skies and then suddenly diving into the salty water for their daily dose of fish.  We walked the beaches along side seagulls, and sandpipers and egrets.  We felt the sand between our toes and the cool sea spray upon our skin.  We watched dolphins rise and fall with the waves as they passed by very close to the shoreline. The crows, who have become our daily companions, were with us every mile of the way. At one point we even saw one sitting on the rocks along side the squirrels.  We stopped to have lunch and they sat on the light post and in the palm tree just outside the restaurant, waiting for us to continue our journey. 

We found many feathers thru out the day, which we believe add positive energy to any journey. At several different beaches along the way, we saw stacked rocks or cairn as they are called by some.  I couldn’t help but linger near them. Their energy was awesome. We visited one beach that was completely littered with stones and pebbles of all different shapes, sizes and colors.  The energy I felt there was almost indescribable.  I had never before seen so much natural color on the beach. Earth tone hues of greens, blues, reds, yellows, oranges and purples; it was like a rainbow colored landscape with grays, and blacks and whites thrown in for contrast.  The waves would roll in and cover the stones, then out again, leaving behind its bubbly white foam which would fill in the spaces between the stones. The beige color of the sand, scattered bits of brownish green seaweed and various colored seashells completed the picture.  I can’t remember when I have felt more grounded. 

Our northward trek ended at Santa Barbara.  It was there that we turned around and headed south, back toward Malibu, arriving just in time to watch the sun set.  During our drive inland we talked about the things that Spirit had shown us thru out the day.  Then, we sat in silence as we attempted to absorb the beauty of the many gifts we had just been given.  A big, bright, round moon lit up the night sky.   It was the perfect ending to an absolutely awesome day.

~D~

Photo:  Somewhere along the Pacific Coast Hwy, Southern CA ~ April 2010
Copyright 2010 – Denise Gilreath ©

My Garden

  • Posted on April 27, 2010 at 8:32 am

A Garden Grows
Deep Within
Watered with Rain
From my Eyes
During the Night
Roots of Love
Seeds of Joy

A New Day
Finally has Come
Warming my Heart
Drying my Tears
Spirit Calling
Leaves of Peace
Blooms of Light

~D~

Photo:  Hedge Flowers in Our Front Yard ~ April 2010
Copyright 2010 – Denise Gilreath ©

Becoming

  • Posted on April 26, 2010 at 9:10 am

Like a Tree made of Oak
I AM Standing my Ground
Reaching for the Sky

Like a Bird on the Wing
I AM Rising in Love
Higher and Higher I Fly

Like the New Morning Sun
I AM Shining my Light
A New Day I long to See

Like the Waves of the Ocean
I AM Finding my Truth
It’s right here Inside of Me

~D~

Photo: Navajo Indian Reservation,
Canyon De Chelly, AZ ~ July 2005
Copyright 2010 – Denise Gilreath ©

Blessed Birth

  • Posted on April 24, 2010 at 11:11 am

Her womb carries an eternal seed.
It has been steadily growing inside her.
She longs to give birth to that which she carries.
The time is drawing very near.

Her labor pains are being felt by many.
The Beloved is readying himself.
She is beginning to push.
The time is Now.

Her name is LOVE.
She is giving birth to ONE.

~D~

Photo: Oak Creek Canyon Sunrise,
Sedona, AZ ~ January 2010
Copyright 2010 – Denise Gilreath ©

Connecting the Dots

  • Posted on April 17, 2010 at 1:50 pm

Art by Hudson ~ My 14 month old Grandson. No pre-made Lines...no Dots to Connect yet. Just lots of Beautiful Color Flowing Freely from the Heart and thru the Hand of a Child. ღ

One of my favorite things to do as a child was color.  I really loved my coloring books.  I would search and search thru my supply of crayons until I found just the perfect colors for my next masterpiece. I was always so very careful not to color outside the pre-made lines because that would just be “wrong”.  But I would trace those big black bold lines with whatever color I was using in an effort to cover them up. I remember each time I got a new coloring book, the first thing I would do is search out every “connect the dot” page there was and I would do those first.  I couldn’t wait to see what picture would emerge from the dots I connected.

The thing that bothered me about those dots though, was that if I connected each one with a straight line, the picture would come out looking square and really unnatural.  So, I would curve my lines a bit in an effort to make the picture look more life-like and then I would fill in the picture with lots of beautiful color.  

Lately, I have been so aware that my life has been a series of dots.  I AM learning to connect those dots and the more I connect, the more colorful my picture becomes.  I AM also noticing that even though there are a few straight lines, the space between the dots mostly consists of curves and circles and highs and lows.  It is the combination of all these that outline my life and make it uniquely my own. There are no pre-made lines that define me; no big black bold lines that I can’t go outside of for fear of being “wrong.”  My life is a beautiful picture that is in a constant state of BEing created. Its colors are bright and bold and ever changing. I AM my own Masterpiece in the making.
~D~ 

Copyright 2010 – Denise Gilreath ©

Who I AM

  • Posted on April 8, 2010 at 3:18 pm

Who I AM

Love came to me in the dawn of morning
And loved me for who I AM.

Love came to me in the eyes of my mother
And loved me for who I AM.

Love came to me in the warmth of the sun
And loved me for who I AM.

Love came to me in the shade of a tree
And loved me for who I AM.

Love came to me in the song of a bird
And loved me for who I AM.

Love came to me in the clouds of the sky
And loved me for who I AM.

Love came to me in the drops of rain
And loved me for who I AM.

Love came to me in the depths of the valley
And loved me for who I AM.

Love came to me in the waves of the ocean
And loved me for who I AM.

Love came to me in the arms of my lover
And loved me for who I AM.

Love came to me in the heights of a mountain
And loved me for who I AM.

Love came to me in the cries of my child
And loved me for who I AM.

Love came to me in the light of the moon
And loved me for who I AM.

Love came to me in the darkness of night
And loved me for who I AM.

Love came to me in all these forms
To remind me that Love is who I AM.

moi

(This picture was made especially for my
brother Michael…with much L♥ve) ღ
~D~

Copyright 2010 – Denise Gilreath ©

Consumed

  • Posted on April 7, 2010 at 1:49 pm

Arms wrapped around 254_5462
from the inside out
It surrounds me

Fire roaring hot
with traveling flames
It burns thru me

Waves ebb and flow
with powerful might
It washes over me

Wind blowing free
bringing new life
It breathes me

Light shining bright
from within and above
It calls me

All that is
or was or will be
It fills me

I AM Consumed.

~D~

Photo: Moon in Fire ~ February 2010
Copyright 2010 – Denise Gilreath ©