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A Place in the Cove

  • Posted on November 15, 2009 at 10:23 am

This is a poem that I wrote a few years ago, not long after my time in ”The Mountain Cove”.  I would like to post it here as a public thank you to those in my life for whom I have written it.  You know who you are.  I hope that in some small way this will show you the gratitude that I feel for all that you have done for me.  And for everyone else, may God bless you with a place like this to call home should you ever need it.
 

A Place in the Cove

There’s a place I know down in the Cove

Some call it K-town, I’ve called it home.

At times there’s no place I would rather be.

 

The sky is clear and the moon shines bright.

You can count the stars most every night.

And in the distance you might hear a coyote sing.

 

There’s an old black dog that welcomes you;

two little ones might greet you too.

A Home Sweet Home sign hangs above the door.

 

A margarita or an ice cold beer;

“Five o’clock comes ’round more often here.”

Those words are always followed with a wink.

 

There’s a fuzzy blanket on the chair.

And there’s always lots of love to share,

a home cooked meal and place to lay your head.

 

The people there are family.

And each one means the world to me.

God blessed me when he put them in my life.

 

There was a time I thought I’d never see

this gift that my God gave to me

when I had no other place that I could go.

 

I brought my troubles and my fears.

I cried a river full of tears.

At times I thought that I would rather die.

 

But the love they shared, it lifted me

out of all the pain and misery.

It healed my heart; now I’m on my own again.

 

So no matter how far away I go

I’ll remember that place down in the Cove

and the people there who mean so much to me.

 

Because the love they gave; it saved my life.

May God bless them for their sacrifice.

And keep them safe ’till I can go back there again.

 

I love you guys!

~D~

Copyright 2009 – Denise Gilreath ©

Friend or Foe

  • Posted on October 18, 2009 at 4:16 pm

In the midst of the darkness I can hear the end approaching.  It sounds like a rushing wind is about to overtake me.  But I am not afraid.  I have no fear.  I am completely surrendered.  Just as I begin to succumb to the inevitable, a violent force strikes my body and presses me hard against the tree.  I can barely breathe.  But there is no struggle.  The force holds me there for a moment and then releases me.  I can feel myself being carried away. As I go deeper and deeper into the darkness, everything begins to change.  I realize that I am now separated from my body.  My consciousness has risen above the chasm and I can see what is happening below.  The force that  has control of my body is like a raging river making its way through the darkness.  I am reminded of the torrential rains that have just fallen.  The seasonal downpour must have spawned the river that now rushes through this place.  But what did it have planned for me?  Is it part the darkness or is it something else?  I am totally at the mercy of this massive flow.  I watch as my body becomes lost in the current.  Where is it taking me? 

As the scene unfolds before me, I can see myself  surface occasionally only to be immediately pulled back under.  From my vantage point, I realize that the chasm is becoming more and more narrow.  My body is being tossed relentlessly against the steep rock walls that surround me.  As the current continues to move me forward, I slowly begin to realize that this river is on a mission to take me far  away from the darkness to which I have surrendered.  But I want to remain in the darkness.  Why can’t the river just leave me alone?  The darkness has promised me that if I stay I’ll feel no more pain.  If I leave the darkness, I am certain that the unbearable pain will return.  I become confused and then angry.  I begin to feel strongly that the river wants to reunite me with my body.  Suddenly, as if in a final effort to control my destiny, the force of the massive flow once again slams my body hard against the chasm wall.  The river then slowly lifts my body to the level of my consciousness and in an instant I open my eyes and find myself floating face up in the current.  The river is calmer now, but I am still at its mercy.  It continues to carry me thru the chasm for what seems like an eternity.  I am vaguely aware of my surroundings, but I have no idea where I’m going. 

Finally, the river carries me into a opening in the chasm wall.  It gently lays me down on a  rock ledge inside what appears to be a small cave.  The river recedes slightly, but still fills the entrance.  I feel trapped, but I am too weak and tired to try to escape.   My body is so battered from the effects of both the darkness and the river that I find it almost impossible to move.   I have been completely exposed to the elements and they have left me desperate for warmth and comfort.  As I look around the cave, I realize that I will find none of that here.  This place is very cold and unwelcoming.   In an attempt to warm myself, I curl up into a fetal position.  Why did the river bring me here?  I don’t understand all that has happened.  I find myself longing for the darkness.  I can feel it returning.  I listen carefully, hoping that it will once again call my name.  But it doesn’t.  This is not the same darkness to which I had surrendered earlier.  I welcome it just the same.  It is familiar and in it there is a type of comfort.  I feel that I can rest now.  I need to rest.  I close my eyes. I breathe in and as I exhale, I fall asleep.

~ D ~

Copyright 2009 – Denise Gilreath ©